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Okay..if you have visited my blog, you will understand that this is a tool that I have created to help myself.  I have been overweight my whole life.  My parents harassed me about my weight my whole life.  The gave me my nickname when I was 5-Miss Piggy.  I have struggled with my unhappiness with myself for years.  Recently, we did a study in our ladies bible class.  The main idea was the scripture...Psalm 139:13-16.  This scripture has really had an impact on me the last few weeks.  I need to be happy with myself because God created me.  I also know that my weight is something that I can control.  However, my hair, eyes, general structure, complexion, etc are things that I can not change and that is the way HE wants me to be.  So I have been thinking of ways to motivate myself to lose weight.  I decided to create this blog as a way to Journal.  I have many tools on hand...First, I was a former WW member.  So I have all my books and such.  Another resources I have is self.com.  I have lost weight here and there but never so much as I did when I began weight watchers in 2003.  I began in September and by April had lost 38 pounds.  I had a sad "storm" as my sister-in-law would say and I stopped weight watchers.  I got through my storm but I never returned to weight watchers.  Sadly, I have gained most of my weight back.  I think if gain 10 more pounds I will be right back to my heaviest weight ever...which was when I began WW in 2003.  This is my journey.